Hari Raya Aidil Fitri

I am really excited to be back home for raya though I have so many assignments and exams before this raya.

Unfortunately, just now in the main auditorium while having the graphic class, one of the lecturers said that there will be no classes on 15th (5th raya).
Is it rational to tell a week before holiday? Ok, it might be rational. However for me I think it can only be rational to those who do not need to book anything for transport for 'pulang raya' or
maybe for those who do not have to book their tickets early just because they have so much money to buy a high price ticket.

Just so you know that I have already booked my flight ticket from Kota Bharu to KL on 14th.
I booked it early as I knew that the price will rise high near raya.
Well that is how it is stated on the university's calendar as far as Im concerned. I think I have checked it for more than three times and as far as I know, it states that classes start on 15th (Wednesday).

We will also be having a one day off on 16th (6th raya). So, can you imagine what on earth can I do on the 5th and 6th raya?

I was thinking, why cant those lecturers be more considerate on those students who do not live nearby. Its not that every single student here live around KL.

I really want to celebrate raya with my family. Or even just sit on my bed rather than being in UIA for nothing.

How frustrated I was just now that I suddenly dropped my tears and cried over this frustration caused by these inconsiderate lecturers. Sorry to say but I am very sad.

I miss my parents.
I miss my siblings.
I miss my home sweet home.
I miss my bed.
I miss my sleep.
I miss my time.

I Really REALLY REALLY Need Graphic Skills :(

OK! I am an architecture student studying at International Islamic University Malaysia.
Back to high school, I took pure science as my stream. I really dont have those skills in graphic drawings. But here, being an architecture student forces me to bare with those drawings. I like to do those... I mean, I love architecture! I am ok when designing Insya-Allah. But when it comes to graphic skills, I sigh.

I can learn I really can. I believe in myself of course! Insya-Allah. But for this half semester, I only manage to get B or C grade for my drawings. This makes me feel so down. Ok, i got an A- but only for a short essay!

Oh, just now I just collected my latest submitted drawing and guess what, I got a D! Just because I did not manage to make the roof tiles, maybe. Frustrated. Sigh. Tapi Tuhan cakap tak baik mengeluh. Ok Ill try not to..

I intend to search for activities on graphic drawings online.
I hope there are some.
I hope I can improve better.
I hope there are ways that are prepared for me.

:)